My Fiction. My Blog. My Life:After braving the vast world of the internet with fanfictions, I've decided to expand my portfolio with short stories, blog posts, and snippets of my novel.
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Chapter 7Raven woke slowly, vaguely aware that she wasn’t in her own room. A warm arm shifted slightly on her as the man beside her breathed deeply. Blinking a few times, she realized she was still in Gar’s room. It was the first time she had stayed the night with a man. She had never wanted to risk a mission breaking out in the middle of the night and having to explain why she was running away as Rachel. So, this was odd, but she found it more comfortable than she imagined. Having sex with someone was one thing, but spooning was another. Gar’s room had changed since they had first moved in. They had fallen asleep on his plush queen bed. And his room had been outfitted with tons of technical tools. Such as high speed computer, impressive gaming system, and several art applications. Or so she was told, the only thing she knew for sure was the class of their computer systems. Raven jumped slightly as the arm around her tightened and pulled her closer.
“It’s always a wonderful to wake up next to a beautiful woman,” Gar murmured as he lightly kissed her shoulder. Although she knew he was probably this nice to all the women, or men she supposed, she still felt flattered. “You’re not so bad yourself,” she rolled over to face him. Normally she wasn’t a very forward person. She was shy about flirting, even once she knew the guy was interested in her. But something about Gar’s normal playful behavior made her feel more relaxed. Usually that just meant light teasing and sarcastic bantering. This morning though, she found herself easily cuddling up to him. And feeling a bit playful herself, as she drew her bare leg up his own. He lightly chuckled, “Well, well, what have I unleashed?” His warm hand grazed her thigh and traced up to her ass, grabbing it and pulling her closer. Raven smiled, biting her lip, and lazily drew shapes on his chest with the tip of her finger. He jumped a tad at the tickling sensation, but didn’t stop her. “I thought we had only just begun,” she said softly. “Oh, we have.” He shifted slightly to kiss the top of her head. Raven hummed as she traced another circle around his nipple. “Lucky for you, sleeping with a half demon means a historically high sexual drive. Well lucky, if you can keep up. And well… that has yet to be proven.” She smiled as she realized she had slipped into her familiar teasing with him. He chuckled lightly, “Mhm, I think I’m up for the challenge. Do you have anything particular in mind?” Raven could feel her body warm as her heart rate picked up. But it wasn’t the hormones and lust. He had unknowingly stopped her comfortable bantering short, and brought back the brass conversation of sex. Not just sex, but the tiny details of sex. And she was still a little shy about expressing her desires like that. It was such a personal thing to divulge to someone. Yet he did it so freely it seemed. Gar pushed his way out from under her, and propped himself up to smile down at her as she laid on the bed. “I promise I won’t judge you. Even if you think it’s something I won’t do. Chances are,” he shrugged, “I will. I’m a pretty open person. But even if I won’t, we can talk about it, and find a middle ground.” Raven smiled back. He was exactly what she needed. She didn’t feel bound to him, a pressure to please a boyfriend, or even the pressure to show her love and devotion on a regular occasion. Even with some of the guys she was with she felt the need to be the perfect partner. While the thought of a constant partner comforted some people, the thought of being in a committed relationship scared her. This was for fun and exploration. He was here as a supportive partner. And if she decided to stop, she wasn’t getting the sense he would hold it against her. Besides he had plenty of other girls to move on to, why would he pressure her. Curling her arm under the pillow she started to seriously think about what she wanted. “I don’t know,” she finally said. “I mean, no S and M shit. Well…” she looked to his face for a sign of distaste. But he only had an amused smirk on his face and an eye brow raised in anticipation. “Well, not yet at least. I’m not sure how I feel about it.” “Fair enough,” he replied, still softy smiling down at her. “Maybe baby steps?” She offered, though not entirely sure what she meant. “OK, we can try different positions, different places, different holes,” he winked at the last one, slightly laughing. “Ha. Whatever. I told you I don’t get the thrill with anal. I mean it’s just for the guy right? Like a backup when you’re on your period.” He shrugged, indifferent, “No, some girls like it. I can feel the vibration of butt plugs travel through the whole pubic area sometimes. So, you almost get the benefit of a vibrator and penetration all in one.” Raven regarded him for a second, growing slightly intrigued. “You just have to get over the whole odd sensation of it first.” Raven wrinkled her nose, but before she could ask, he continued. “I mean some girls also like the penetration in their ass. But I feel like a small vibrator would be an easier start. I have one.” “Wha,” she sounded, barely making out the word. “A small enough vibrator, I’m the only one that’s used it.” He was serious, she realized. And, that she wasn’t totally opposed to the idea. He might be the only guy that could give her actual firsthand knowledge on the subject. A realization that was oddly comforting. He remained calm as she started to think it over. It sounded like the most unusual thing, but it could be worth a shot. If she didn’t like it, no big deal, at least she would know. “What .. um,” she felt her face contort in disgust again thinking about it. “It made me a bit queasy the first time. The only time my body had ever felt that sensation was going to the bathroom and I think my body just assumed that’s what was happening. It’s odd. But once you relax and focus on the pleasure it gets better.” “That sounds delightful.” She mumbled, though still interested. “Heh,” he nodded lightly, “I know. But I think it’s worth it.” Casually he reached over lightly pushed her hair back, letting it slip through his fingers. “But that’s just one option. There are several things we could do, if you want.” “No, let’s try it.” She started to move from the bed, “But I need to pee first.” “Alright, meet you back here then,” he said, rolling over away from her. Scurrying across the room, she quickly latched the bathroom door shut behind her. Considering herself in the mirror for a second, she thought about her naked body. Even last night, the room had been dark. The room was always dark when she had sex. Being exposed like this was different. She was open for full examination. The toothbrush on the counter caught her attention in the mirror. Glancing towards the door to his room, Raven knew he was probably waiting on her. But a couple extra minutes to get rid her of her morning breath wouldn’t kill him. Once inside her own bathroom, she took a deep breath and scanned over her body again. It was absurd to be so self-critical when his lips had already been all over her. She thought over it as she used the bathroom. He had night vision, he probably already saw every bit of her anyway. Besides, he was obviously willing to do it again. While she quickly brushed her teeth, she starred at herself in the mirror. This is who she was. She didn’t have a tall busty figure like Star did, or the beautiful glowing skin, but she wasn’t that bad. Rinsing out her mouth, she stood back up and turned her butt towards the mirror. “Well, if this is what he wants, this is what he gets.” She stated to herself, placing her hands on her hips and giving herself a quick nod. She was a brave super hero and she wasn’t afraid of a little nudity. With all the confidence she could muster, she teleported back to his bathroom and reached for the door telekinetically. The door casually swung open, as Raven tried to reproduce a sexy pose on the door frame. Dick’s voice greeted her. Instantly, Raven pulled away from the wall and started to rush back into the little room, swiftly swinging the door shut. Gar’s eyes shifted to her from his desk before she got it fully shut. She let out a sigh of relief at the realization Dick was only on the monitor facing away from her, and pulled the door back open. Gar gave her a quick wink allowing his gaze to quickly scan her body a few times, before returning to the desk in front of him. The small basketball in his hands lifted to cover the widening smile on his face. “So,” Dick continued, “I think Aqualad would be a great teacher for her. But since she’s so close to the tower, I think it best for her to stay with you guys for a few days while she waits for her ride to Titan’s east.” “Yeah, so why are you calling me specifically, if Vic already knows all this?” Gar had lost his smile as he started tossing the ball between his two hands. He looked slightly uncomfortable, as if he knew Dick had something planned he wouldn’t like to hear. But after years together, there were no real poker faces between them. It was easy enough to tell when a teammate was about to ask something difficult. Gar was either too wrapped up in his call to remember Raven, or he didn’t care if she overheard it. Either way, she took the chance to lean on the doorframe again and watch him. Completely forgetting her debate on if she felt confident or uncomfortable being naked. “Um,” Dick coughed, “well, I was hoping you could spend some time with her. You know talk to her. Just give her some words of wisdom. You know, she’s new and…” “Dick,” he interrupted, “what is it?” Sighing Dick gave up, “She lost her parents in an accident a few years ago. They drowned. But she lived because of her powers. She doesn’t understand her powers very well yet and I think she feels guilty for not saving them. I also think she holds a bit of resentment towards her powers for keeping her alive. But after what happened at her school, I think she’s come to accept she needs help learning how to use them.” Raven watched Gar’s eyes fall from the screen as he slowly nodded. “I figured you could related and give her some words of hope?” Dick added. “Yeah, of course.” Gar barely whispered. Raven felt the visible pain that crossed his face. She knew he was an orphan, they all were. But she hadn’t heard the story of how it happened. He had never offered it, so she had never asked. “Anyway,” Dick’s voice raise with slightly higher, though agitated note, “I found your farewell present.” Gar’s frown broke slightly with a crooked grin. “Heh, did you? Early on…or more recent?” His eyes rose back to the screen and his smile fully returned. “Recently,” Dick said in a more aggravated tone. Though Raven could tell it was partly for show. Whatever he was talking about, that he was supposed to have gotten aggravated over, it was cheering Gar up. “You know,” he continued as Gar’s brows rose, “it’s not easy being romantic with the smell of rotten eggs in the ship.” “There wouldn’t have been a smell had you found them sooner.” Gar countered. “Whaaat,” this was real exasperation, “there wouldn’t have been rotten eggs had you not hidden them on the ship!” Gar just shrugged, a little pleased with himself. “Every bird needs some eggs. And what better than a love nest?” “I’m not even Robin anymore.” “Eh, Nightwing sounds bird-ish.” Dick groaned, but Raven knew it wasn’t serious. “Whatever, anyway she gets in tomorrow night. I have to go.” “Ok.” And Dick was gone. Gar dropped the ball and briefly ran his hands over his face before leaning back in his chair to better look at Raven. Normally his gaze would have reminded her just how naked she was. But the forced smile on his face had her thinking of something else. “Are you alright?” She asked, slowly walking over. The smile he had managed faltered for a second, but he was able to gain it back. “Of course, Rae. Just,” he waved a hand at the computer as he stood, “you know, normal hero stuff.” He shrugged to emphasize how unimportant it was. Raven furrowed her brows, not convinced at all. His smiled warmed genuinely this time. Reaching forward he grabbed her hands in his, forcing them out of their crossed stance. “I am,” he spoke softer, “I promise. I’ve come to terms with it. Besides…” He lifted one of her hands and swung her around so her back landed softy against his chest with their arms crossed in front of her. He had at least put on shorts to answer Dick’s call. But his still bare chest immediately sent shivers through Raven’s body. Leaning down he placed a kiss on her neck. “If I remember correctly, we have more important things to talk about. Like how I need to save the reputation of my entire gender.” Raven let her head fall back to rest on his shoulder as he resumed his kisses. “It’s not healthy to bottle stuff like this up. Just because this topic doesn’t fall in line with your whole happiness thing, doesn’t mean you should avoid it.” “Pretty sure it does.” He said between kisses. Raven sighed, she could tell she wasn’t getting anywhere. “Fine. But if this girl shows up and you need help, promise you’ll come talk to me? Or, well whomever you need to.” She requested. “I promise I’ll find you.” She had added the last part about the others since she didn’t think she would be his first choice for comforting words. She was a bit shocked he had said he would talk to her, but she wasn’t holding her breath. It would take a lot for Gar to admit he was having trouble with anything. His hand momentarily left hers, only to come back and roll over her stomach. The small vibrator he held buzzed against her skin. Gasping, Raven gripped his other hand as the first one found its way between her legs. “But first,” he murmured, “I think I promised you something else.”
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